Saturday, January 7, 2012

Mr. Paranoid

Mr. Paranoid

I see things
I hear things
I talk to things
And he calls me Mr. Paranoid

I feel things
I’m kept from things
I shoot things
But I’m the one who gets destroyed

I’m in love with a love, who is in love, but in love with somebody else,
She’s with me, but in her dreams, she’s in love but in love with somebody else
I wanna scream, I wanna yell I wanna kick I wanna shoot that somebody else
But in despair, I push her, into love but in love with that somebody else

I sing to things
I scream at things
I speak to thing
And he calls me Mr. Paranoid

I hate things
I love things
I’m confused
And I’m the one who gets destroyed

I’m in love with a love, who is in love, but in love with somebody else,
She’s with me, but in her dreams, she’s in love but in love with somebody else
I wanna scream, I wanna yell I wanna kick I wanna shoot that somebody else
But in despair, I push her, into love but in love with that somebody else

A kid without a toy, narcissistic pile of shit
I’m an angry middle aged punk
Who does not know when to quit
I mess up the world cause I don’t believe in it
And I’m branded as a lunatic, an ignorant a paranoid

I can’t sleep
I can’t breath
I can’t eat
And he calls me Mr. Paranoid

I hear lies
I find lies
I feel lies
But I’m the one who gets destroyed

I’m in love with a love, who is in love, but in love with somebody else,
She’s with me, but in her dreams, she’s in love but in love with somebody else
I wanna scream, I wanna yell I wanna kick I wanna shoot that somebody else
But in despair, I push her, into love but in love with that somebody else

I’m in love with a love, who is in love, but in love with somebody else,
She’s with me, but in her dreams, she’s in love but in love with somebody else
I wanna scream, I wanna yell I wanna kick I wanna shoot that somebody else
But in despair, I push her, into love but in love with that somebody else


Payman Abdali
July 29, 2006