It’s not a sin to wish to be happy
even if “the end” has long time passed
and to sin is to lie and to lie is to sin
so where do we go from here?
It’s not a lie to be what you are
even if what you are is “nothing”
and nothing can be something, if we find
a single joy in our lives.
And the question remains: “are you enjoying what you are?”
Alcohol, Sex, Drugs, come as you are
bring the temporary joy for this incremental being
and just “be” even for a nano-second
just enjoy
even for a drunken minute, or a high in the sky, a joyous breath
To be happy is to love,
from inside, from outside, from every conceivable angle
and what if there is no love?
and what if what you think is love is just
an elevated emotional rollercoaster
A sin, a lie
a piece of worthless span
between “the end” and the “coming” and the “nothing”
